GEEKY CONTINUUM

2/06/2008 11:34:00 PM Mr. Sirajuddyn aka DD have reminded me that i've forgotten to tell my story regarding my second examination at CMPB. Well.....here it is.....i went there for my second test cause i failed my first due to tachycardia or fast heart beat. The second time i went, i got the same result no matter how long they put the probe on me. So, i had to come again for the third time....which is next week for a 24 hour monitor and they are going to hook me up with the device and have me bring it home and let it monitor for 24 hours.....yeap.......can't imagine going there AGAIN......haiz...

Okay apart from that.....i know some of you have asked why am i so emo these days.....
Well its not about being emo, im just going through a tough time dealing with myself and my life....
So i turned to some of my friends who also turns out are facing similar issues and thats how we all grew close. So don't start creating absurd rumors about stuff okay?....you know what i meant.....i'll make sure malini will come and find you......hahaha
The only thing i would like my friends to do is... just pray for me that i get to deal this issue quickly and through a healthy medium.

Right now, im surrounded with healthy people trying to help me and im very much grateful for that. To some of my friends who felt offended that i didn't come to them instead, well when you have a deep personal problem, you wouldn't want your friends to worry about it nor would you want to tell the whole world about it either. So for that im saying sorry =)

Im quite surprise to say the least that some people still understand what im going through.....particularly June...yes you June. I was honestly shocked that you knew what im going through..... that phase again .........which you caught me the last time and we had the talk.....i think you're right about what causes this issue.....i shouldn't keep it too long if not it will harm me one way or another. Thanks again =D