GEEKY CONTINUUM

10/08/2007 01:02:00 AM Don't expect real updates (except my photo entries) this few days or maybe weeks. Im tired and busy with personal stuff. Syilah left genre and now 4 left in the gang. Sigh...one by one leaving the club...seriously i dunno what is going to happen in the future. I told Juaz abt my Nov/Dec plan...still considering but not yet decided. I will re-consider....i will.

OMG i had THE TALK with my dad....no! not abt the birds and bees...hahaha...i already knew abt that waaaay younger...all thanx to my pervert primary school class mates......grrr. Anyway, he asked me about my future studies. He asked if i wanted to continue..... of course i said yes....he suggested to me to take what ever im interested in and he don't even mind if i go overseas for my studies which he would like if i do so.....to enjoy life and broaden my mind....or something like that....i wasn't paying attention....hahaha.

Then he talked about my interest in photography... which i told mom im gonna save my money and buy a DSLR one day. They saw my pictures and they too felt it was good and quite surprised that i had the talent inside me. She always wanted me to have different interest than what my cousin are into.

My dad asked the dreadful question.."How much its going to cost?"......i used to like that question, but now i don't, cause that usually means...."okay im gonna help u buy it".......i mean they've already drop a bomb on my apple and now my camera......sorry no thnx. My guilt factor have reached its max value. I told them im still considering if im going to buy one cause photography is kinda my side project...not really my interest...so yea.....we'll see how.....but if they still insist, i wouldn't make them pay 100% of course...i've been taught to pay for my own things no matter how much it cost me.....

The conversation continue about my life and stuff....and back to studies. My mom knows about me not wanting to do engineering cause i've come to realise that its not my cup of tea. I told dad just now, i might want to do something in the social science or IT which im more comfortable in. Yes i've just wasted my time in RP learning engineering.....
I told him that if possible, after my studies, i want to migrate and live somewhere else. Well all these are just my draft plan for my life......there still a few more years to decide.

I now come to realise how supportive my parents are of me doing what ever i want. I may not be the academic dream child that they wish for, but at least im 3/4 there.....plus i have tons of creative talent :D

When you're 21.....you will understand how the clock is tick tocking on you....and start planning for the future. Seriously today is really a father-son bonding session....im not really close to my dad as in i don't talk about my friends and life like i do to my mom....hmmm interesting day...